Why Adele May Be Saying Goodbye: Stage Fright, Her Terrible History of Touring and a Complicated Relationship With Fame#B68o

There is a level of adulation that has seemingly been reserved just for Adele, a form of praise and professional appreciation that, no matter how famous and beloved some of her fellow singers are, has only been applied to her. Im a real homebody and I get so much joy in the small things. Plus Im dramatic and have a terrible history of touring. Until now that is! Ive done 119 shows and these last 4 will take me up to 123, it has been hard but an absolute thrill and pleasure to have done. I only ever did this tour for you and to hopefully have an impact on you the way that some of my favorite artists have had on me live. And I wanted my final shows to be in London because I dont know if Ill tour again and so I want my last time to be at home. Surely her fans and anyone who has seen her live would disagree with that terrible history summation. Im enjoying touring, but at times I feel guilty because Im doing this massive tour, and even though my son is with me all the time, on certain nights I cant put him to bed. I never feel guilty when Im not working. Youre constantly trying to make up for stuff when youre a mom, Adele told VF. If my relationship with Simon or my relationship with Angelo started to flounder a bit now, I would pull out of my tour. My life is more important to me than anything Im doing because how the f--k am I supposed to write a record if I dont have a life? If I dont have a real life, then its game over anyway.