Now she is most concerned about whether to confess to her husband what she did or not.
"Today I had a telephone sex, I just wanted to see what it looked like, my husband would never have thought of it, and I would have died to find out. I do not intend to repeat it, but I do not know whether I should tell him or not I know that it will crash and feel impaired, at least I would feel that it was the other way around, that he did it to me, because I was dissatisfied with sex life lately. Not to mention how much he works, and I feel more lonely than ever. When he comes back from work, the last thing he wants to do is pay attention to me. I realized that I can satisfy some of my needs myself and I do not bother him. I know, it's sad, but he I just do not care about it, and it's not too interested in it, I'm more interested in sleeping, and I can not blame him for that. A part of me is convinced that he does not care anymore, and the other part attributes it to tiredness. Otherwise we had great sex life , but lately it is no longer the case. Marriage is mostly fine , but I feel like I'm living with a roommate. Right now we're just living together. Telephone sex with him would be unpleasant because he had already said that he could not take it seriously when I was trying to get him to something new. Maybe I could try again. "